This year i couldn't decide what to do. I didn't want to do this or that but a "want" to do something.
I did my makeup and hair early but still I was late. I manage to get one selfie, and I am quite surprised! I look a lot like plastic!
The party, me and my friends went to turned okay! Once we all settle down and realize we narrowly missed count down everybody rushed out. I was a daze trying to open the champagne and then rushing out to only realized I rushed out alone. Alone ..amongst the couples snogging with fireworks and screaming in the background. it was a moment in time that I felt was soooo slow and felt like I had stood there for a few moments. Then it was like everything sped forward, people started to look out into the fantastic view of the water and light up a cigarette. I perched on a rail, lit myself one, and enjoyed the view and thought of "what have I done this year?" with that my answer had found me and came to hug/kiss me.